2005/09/27

the price of "fame"

or is it "infamy?"

I find myself somewhat reticent about writing lately.

A recent article published in the Tallahassee Democrat, our local newspaper, has not only generated a lot of hits on this website, but it has also alerted quite a few people - people I know and have to live with - of my blog's existence.

Some of these people (for example my parents) may not want to read what I have to say about certain things. It was so much easier to write when I didn't know who, if anybody, would actually read my work.

But, as they say, "the show must go on".

Last Friday I had a new job through day labor, and it is supposed to continue through this entire week. I am working at Anderson News, a distributor of books and magazines. It is an assembly line job; I am filling plastic bins with magazines for delivery to various outlets - Wal-Mart, Publix, convenience stores, etc.

I am enjoying it. There is a bit of pressure to get the job done quickly, because people after me on the line need to add to most of the orders I work on. There is a need to concentrate; every order is different regarding which periodicals are sent, and how many of each are to be packed. So far I'm doing very well. I've only made a couple of errors. Other guys - who have been working there much longer than I - have made more errors than I have on a daily basis.

It would be nice if a permanent position is offered.

3 comments:

  1. Your family may not always like what you say, Jay, but I'm sure they are happy to know that they can check in on your life. If they ever think that's not important, they can talk to me, still missing my brother after 24 years (seems like last month).
    "As long as there's breath in your body, there's hope." You still have yourself and your life. Value that!
    Thanks for replying to my email, Doonesbury.
    Keep on writing and finding joy in your life! There's no one else exactly like you. You can't be replaced.

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  2. boy, do i know what you mean about staying anonymous. writing is like telling somebody something that's bothering you or you are happy about, but never having to have them confront you about it later and say, well what did you do about "such and such"???

    it's like taking a bath! cleans cobwebs out of the brain too. perhaps you can make a "secret" blog just for "you". this one can be your "famous" one, LOL. you definitely need an avenue to say things living the existence you are doing.

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  3. I'm going to startle you, but I think it's important to warn you. If you, Jay, don't stop drinking, you will die horribly or kill yourself. And Jay's family, if the worst happens and he is gone, you will wish you had done anything you could to save him, because the loss will be yours as well and you'll want him back in your life, but it will be too late. For all of your sakes, preserve this life and create a happy ending.

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