Please don't kill yourself! Your story is so much like my brother's who committed suicide in his early 40s. He was kind and funny and brilliant but alcohol destroyed his life and sent him into a deep depression. At the time I was relieved for him that he was out of his misery but the family has never gotten over the tragedy. I miss him so much! I thought it was hopeless but he's missed seeing his children grow up and now his beautiful grandchildren. Our family will never get over losing him. You have so much going for you! You're funny and intelligent. Please don't give up. You may think it would be an escape or a blessing for your family, but it would destroy them in so many ways.
Reminds me of my upstate new york years of cold, clouds, and endless 38 degrees.
I liked that Democrat article, i read it at Goodies, this moring, before i walked over to the state Library to use their computers, I cannot use my own game computer as Phones Cost the Earth, on a disibility pension. Nice to walk over from Georgia belle, where I live. My favorite city, tallahassee...
my own weblog, at http://freestone.blogspot.com/ has the name "my life after near death experiences" on it, I Dream a lot, being a psychic, and i have very very strange dreams!
one must get beyone that "terrible" saying..."Life's a bitch then you die", as i see that this philosophy poisons more lives than drugs or drinking!
Just like there are things that i like a lot about my Upstate new york, i have to find them, and not let the grey skies get me down!
[the finger lakes, near Ithaca, for me]
you probably have seen me often, in the Libraries or on the street, as i walk a lot and my 6' 2" hieght stands out. my picture is on my weblog and on my flickr site http://www.flickr.com/photos/freestone/
I do NOT think "politically" as it seems you do, as I am almost utterly a "thinking in images" person, being high level functioning autistic! I am more interesting in the Lives of a person, than the politics.
I am often at Border's, on Apalachie, around 12;30...1 PM, if you are around that area, stop by!
Please don't kill yourself! Your story is so much like my brother's who committed suicide in his early 40s. He was kind and funny and brilliant but alcohol destroyed his life and sent him into a deep depression. At the time I was relieved for him that he was out of his misery but the family has never gotten over the tragedy. I miss him so much! I thought it was hopeless but he's missed seeing his children grow up and now his beautiful grandchildren. Our family will never get over losing him. You have so much going for you! You're funny and intelligent. Please don't give up. You may think it would be an escape or a blessing for your family, but it would destroy them in so many ways.
ReplyDeleteah Pain and all of that.
ReplyDeleteReminds me of my upstate new york years of cold, clouds, and endless 38 degrees.
I liked that Democrat article, i read it at Goodies, this moring, before i walked over to the state Library to use their computers, I cannot use my own game computer as Phones Cost the Earth, on a disibility pension. Nice to walk over from Georgia belle, where I live.
My favorite city, tallahassee...
my own weblog, at http://freestone.blogspot.com/
has the name
"my life after near death experiences" on it, I Dream a lot, being a psychic, and i have very very strange dreams!
one must get beyone that "terrible"
saying..."Life's a bitch then you die", as i see that this philosophy poisons more lives than drugs or drinking!
Just like there are things that i like a lot about my Upstate new york, i have to find them, and not let the grey skies get me down!
[the finger lakes, near Ithaca, for me]
you probably have seen me often, in the Libraries or on the street, as i walk a lot and my 6' 2" hieght stands out.
my picture is on my weblog and on my flickr site
http://www.flickr.com/photos/freestone/
I do NOT think "politically" as it seems you do, as I am almost utterly a "thinking in images" person, being high level functioning autistic! I am more interesting in the Lives of a person, than the politics.
I am often at Border's, on Apalachie, around 12;30...1 PM, if you are around that area, stop by!
freestone